created on May 5, 2007
aS uSuAL...I wAs aLoNe....wAtChInG OnE oF mY fAvOuRiTe Tv pRoGrAmMe...AmErIcAn IdOL.....dAt nItE....It wAs a ChArItY NiTe....TrIbUtE tO mAnY uNfOrTunAtE peoPlE Arround ThE WORLD...
ThErE WaS JoSh gRoBan......SaNg U rAiSeD mE uP...sUrRoUnDeD bY AfRiCaN ChIlDrEn....
ThE cHiLdRen WeRe sMiLiNg WhIlE tHeY WeRe SiNgInG.....bUt mE...I WaS cRyInG.....I wOnDeR WhY? WhY ShOuLd i CrY SeEiNg tHeM sMiLiNg? Am I jEaLoUs tHaT tHeY LoOk sO HaPpY? Is ThAt wHaT wE CaLLeD eNvY? Or iTs AbOuT tHe sOnG? ThE LyRiCs?
LaTeR dAt nItE...I gOt tHe AnSwEr....
It rEpReSeNts oUr LiFe....ThEy mAy LoOk hApPy....bUt dEeP iNsIdE...ThE wHoLe WoRLd kNow dAt tHeY LiVe tHeIr LiFe TerRiblY...NoT eNoUgH fOoD...ShElTeR...Lack oF EdUcAtIoN....AIDS....etc....
I fEeL dAt i Do tHe sAmE tHinG iN mY LiFe....I WiLL SmIlE iN fRoNt oF pEoPlE....tHe OnLy DiFfErEnT Is DaT...I dO nOt kNoW wEtHeR tHeY cOuLd sEe mY sOrRoW oR nOt....i hOpE nOt...CoZ mY sOrRoW iS nOt mEaNt fOr sHaRiNg.....
ThErE WaS JoSh gRoBan......SaNg U rAiSeD mE uP...sUrRoUnDeD bY AfRiCaN ChIlDrEn....
ThE cHiLdRen WeRe sMiLiNg WhIlE tHeY WeRe SiNgInG.....bUt mE...I WaS cRyInG.....I wOnDeR WhY? WhY ShOuLd i CrY SeEiNg tHeM sMiLiNg? Am I jEaLoUs tHaT tHeY LoOk sO HaPpY? Is ThAt wHaT wE CaLLeD eNvY? Or iTs AbOuT tHe sOnG? ThE LyRiCs?
LaTeR dAt nItE...I gOt tHe AnSwEr....
It rEpReSeNts oUr LiFe....ThEy mAy LoOk hApPy....bUt dEeP iNsIdE...ThE wHoLe WoRLd kNow dAt tHeY LiVe tHeIr LiFe TerRiblY...NoT eNoUgH fOoD...ShElTeR...Lack oF EdUcAtIoN....AIDS....etc....
I fEeL dAt i Do tHe sAmE tHinG iN mY LiFe....I WiLL SmIlE iN fRoNt oF pEoPlE....tHe OnLy DiFfErEnT Is DaT...I dO nOt kNoW wEtHeR tHeY cOuLd sEe mY sOrRoW oR nOt....i hOpE nOt...CoZ mY sOrRoW iS nOt mEaNt fOr sHaRiNg.....
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