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created on May 5, 2007

aS uSuAL...I wAs aLoNe....wAtChInG OnE oF mY fAvOuRiTe Tv pRoGrAmMe...AmErIcAn IdOL.....dAt nItE....It wAs a ChArItY NiTe....TrIbUtE tO mAnY uNfOrTunAtE peoPlE Arround ThE WORLD...
ThErE WaS JoSh gRoBan......SaNg U rAiSeD mE uP...sUrRoUnDeD bY AfRiCaN ChIlDrEn....
ThE cHiLdRen WeRe sMiLiNg WhIlE tHeY WeRe SiNgInG.....bUt mE...I WaS cRyInG.....I wOnDeR WhY? WhY ShOuLd i CrY SeEiNg tHeM sMiLiNg? Am I jEaLoUs tHaT tHeY LoOk sO HaPpY? Is ThAt wHaT wE CaLLeD eNvY? Or iTs AbOuT tHe sOnG? ThE LyRiCs?
LaTeR dAt nItE...I gOt tHe AnSwEr....
It rEpReSeNts oUr LiFe....ThEy mAy LoOk hApPy....bUt dEeP iNsIdE...ThE wHoLe WoRLd kNow dAt tHeY LiVe tHeIr LiFe TerRiblY...NoT eNoUgH fOoD...ShElTeR...Lack oF EdUcAtIoN....AIDS....etc....
I fEeL dAt i Do tHe sAmE tHinG iN mY LiFe....I WiLL SmIlE iN fRoNt oF pEoPlE....tHe OnLy DiFfErEnT Is DaT...I dO nOt kNoW wEtHeR tHeY cOuLd sEe mY sOrRoW oR nOt....i hOpE nOt...CoZ mY sOrRoW iS nOt mEaNt fOr sHaRiNg.....

TiAdA LaGi

created on 16th September 2005

Dilangit itu, pandangan kita pernah bersatu pada satu bintang. Semakin hari cahayanya semakin pudar dan pandangan itu makin tersasar……satu pada bintang lain……satu terus hilang arah……terkadang pandangan itu tersilang dan mengundang halilintar……….terus-terusan…………
Dilangit itu, pandangan kita pernah bersatu……….namun takkan dibumi

Hati ni, jiwa ini, keikhlasan ini……hanya aku dan pemilikku jua yang tahu………………

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T I A D A L A G I

SIA-SIA SUDAH
KITA JALIN CINTA
BILA HATI SELALU BERBEDA
SAMPAI KAPAN LAGI
KU HARUS MENAHAN
RASA KECEWA DI DALAM DADA
SEANDAINYA KITA MASIH MENYATU
TAK MUNGKIN KAN MENYATU
WALAU MASIH ADA SISA CINTA
BIARKAN SAJA BERAKHIR SAMPAI DISINI

TIADA LAGI YANG KUHARAPKAN
TIADA LAGI YANG KUIMPIKAN
BIAR AKU SENDIRI TANPA DIRIMU
TIADA LAGI KATA CINTAKU
TAKKAN LAGI KU BERSAMAMU
BIAR KUSIMPAN SEMUA
KENANGANKU BERSAMAMU

SAMPAI KAPAN LAGI
KU HARUS MENAHAN
RASA KECEWA DI DALAM DADA
SEANDAINYA KITA MASIH MENYATU
TAK MUNGKIN KAN MENYATU
WALAU MASIH ADA SISA CINTA
BIARKAN SAJA BERAKHIR SAMPAI DISINI

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